Saturday, September 18, 2010

Restless

Picture taken from AlbertMohler.com

Acedia is the sin of the squirms. It's like when my mom used to make Mary, Joe, Hannah, and me do FOB (Flat on Back). When I was lying down and was told to be still, I could think of nothing but squirming.

I am commanded to be FOB again. I'm tempted to move. I watched Imax's Hubble with my cousin Jenna and saw 500 million miles-an-hour winds sweep through a star field. I will let that wind blow me into nothingness. And I will be restored to stillness as he whispers my name.

2 comments:

Mom said...

I love your blog and you.
You, the one whose dreams I shared when you were alone at night and afraid.
I share them still.
Thank you.

Alyssa Plock said...

I'm glad you came. You're still a "kindred spirit."